We spend our time in, dreaming of our loved ones. We think no one knows the times we deal with. It’s totally wrong. I was underway, under water with my wife and folks scared to death for me while I sat on my butt feeling sorry for myself. This while my friends and classmates worked in the jungle in Southeast Asia. You think your screwed? Wait till the man tells you to fall out and draw ammo. Dad was 82nd and I was navy submarines, my boy a navy Airedale and daughter air traffic control USAF. There ain’t no easy run.