If he was hallucinating on drugs she might have looked like a bug to him.
Or if she interrupted him from whatever he’s addicted to and worships to ask for food he might have been so enraged his entitled self just reacted with no thought at all.
Might even have done it out of jealousy.
For both of us, it’s futile to try and figure out the why of this.
Expecting a rational explanation for irrational behavior is asking too much.
You could be spot on. It makes sense. Just not convinced we can fathom how a mind like this thinks.
Don’t need to know why he did it, he did it, that’s enough for me.
Give me 2 hours with him; jumper cables, old style field phone, syringe filled with battery acid.
After I inject him, you can watch him bounce.