Who appointed you posting police? Who cares if it was posted again? You speak for noone, go away.
Dude you have problems. It is FR policy to search before posting. Has been forever. I didn’t bitch at the Admin to get the thread locked. I would hate to be your wife, your kids or your dog. Black eyed, bruised and cowering under the porch respectively. Major anger issues. If it is PTSD ok, but otherwise you are a major a-hole.