55 years old and still 105 lbs after 5 children, eh?
Pics or it didnt happen. (Google Maria Kang whats your excuse for more) ;-)
Women today are NOT what they were when I was single: try reading (for example) Texts from last night (http://www.textsfromlastnight.com) to see what I mean.
Serial monogamy (fornication with only one man at a timemostly, except when youre on vacation overseas) seems to be the norm. And well-conducted sociological studies have shown a womans risk of being divorced after 10 years *doubles* if she has had more than one sexual partner before marriage.
I blame iPhones and social media: male attention is like crack to women, and they all chase the same top 10% of men.
When they get pumped and dumped, they make three mistakes.
1) they blame the nice guys in a case of sour grapes. They find the nice guys boring compared to the titillation of the bad boys. 2) they assume their *marriage* market value, is the same as their *one night stand / fling* market value I got a 9.5 to sleep with me, so that means I can marry one any time I want, once I want to settle down.
3) they forget that their most valuable asset to attract a man for commitment their youth and freshness fade quickly: and are positively destroyed by drinking and promiscuity.
I got one of the last remnants before the marriage market went to Hell. Im about your age.
Im 5 10 1/2, and my weight varies seasonally between 190 and 200 lbs give or take a couple. Shes 5 9, blue eyes, blonde hair, around 155 lbs, and literal Hollywood model level legs: I once bought her $500 boots from Nordstroms, and when the clerk put them on, he literally *gasped*: it was the first time Id ever seen a high-end salesman break composure.
We both lift, take vitamins, and do distance cycling when time allows. Still married after over 30 years.
You sound like you have a nice life. You come across as an angry, hate filled, narcissistic, arrogant person.