lemme just try to expand on that ‘nothingness’ fear
I was conscious of being in a vast empty pitch black ‘space’ just floating around, alone- no God, No Devil, no nothing- and the sense of helplessness that came over me about never being able to escape this state of ‘nothingness’ (technically it wasn’t nothingness- but it was a close as you can get ot nothingness while still being conscious of ‘not existing’ it’s hard to describe)
I have heard that description before from others who have had NDEs. The overwhelming feeling they described as 'despair'.