And frankly your situation and attitude does seem to reflect a larger, unbiblical Jewish suck-up to Gentiles, even while you are complaining about it. This ain’t the way the promises of God are supposed to work, but until you stop using your own rocket ship to heaven for nothing better than to get to the best kosher supermarket in town, that’s all you’re going to be getting. God never pushes a gift down the throat of any unwilling person.
I have no idea what you are talking about.