You are altogether different from most of us.
I admire that. And have immense respect for you
I do not have the strong faith you have.
I want revenge and death. I went ALL jihadis crushed.
My family’s lives are worth a million muslim lives.
i know it’s wrong. I’ll go to confession after they are all dead.
Well you have outlined your own choice.
Bow before self & pride. Or even if it takes herculean effort, bow before God.
I know Who built this creation, at any rate, and it wasn’t me. And I know there’s even reward to be had for doing it God’s way.
I hate to sound so callous anyhow, but what is any life worth. Only what God deems it at.
God has a plan that is higher than the rest of us, and that plan also has certain promised characteristics. I’ve been a hard sell on some of it, but God has never stood me up in the end.
Think of it... it is aping that plan of the real God that gives Islam even as much traction as it gets. They say if you fight for Him and die, you get rewarded. The rewards may sound crass (and they are, rightfully so, in Christian ears), but they are present. I wish Christendom was that bold today. Can hell make a promise that heaven can’t beat?