Maybe you should just off yourself since all is lost.
You’d like that wouldn’t you?
Make the job for the Imperial Fascist oligarchy we now have ruling us much easier without ‘malcontents’ like me showcasing reality.
As long as those infected with Normalcy Bias and cognitive dissonance insist on playing in a rigged sandbox, they are never going to have a chance to overcome the bullies who run the sandbox playing by their rigged rules.
But you are free to continue to lie to yourself and wish on unicorns. I’m already way ahead of you in terms of surviving what is coming.