“Im sorry, I have no problem with the woman who got morphine for her father at his request.”
God does.
“That was the right thing to do and I hope someone will do the same for me if and when the time comes.”
I hope that you won’t despair instead. What you’re describing is despair. We’re all going to suffer no matter what. That’s life. But life without despair is a powerful thing. Death in despair is pathetic and even inhuman let alone inhumane.
So how do you know what God has a problem with? Do you have a special line to Him? You sound like a nutcase.