I am walking in a similar pair of shoes. My husband had a massive stroke, leaving him with physical, mental and emotional disabilities. I worry every day about will happen to him if I become unable to care for him. I worry that he will be at the mercy of someone who thinks mercy is death.
When he was rushed to the emergency room while having the stroke, I had the perfect opportunity to kill him, legally. Just keep him off life support, and he wouldn’t have lasted the day.
Every day, I regret not checking on him earlier that morning, to catch the stroke earlier. I have never regretted not killing him. It’s been over six years, and no matter how tough it gets, I’ve never wished he was dead.
Bless you!
BykrBayb, I’m sorry. God bless you both.