He didn’t want sex with a female, at 22 and with all his money, and with all the females witnessing him around Hollywood power, and with all the low key and obvious hookers in his circle, he was working hard to remain a virgin.
When I read the ‘manifesto’ one thing caught my eye right away; he put a lot of time and effort into it. He read, reviewed, re-read and reviewed again, over and over in an effort to paint a sympathetic light on his ‘life story’. An attempt to win the victim lottery . . .
Yet through all that, his tortured writing reeks of a man (boy) who can’t see beyond his own reflection. Everyone in his life is judged by him by their level of worldly support provided him; money, clothes, opulence, exclusivity, favor. The most disconnected and narcissist person I’ve read about in a long time.
I don’t see a flipped out / conflicted homosexual here. I see a twenty-something with the mind of an eight year old raging at the thought of being required to make his own way in the world, being thoroughly addicted to the opiate of attaining his desires without effort, as accustomed his entire life.
JMHO