You're right. I don't.
Doesn't mean you're wrong; just that I can't quite get it.
You said you’re scared to death of your government, which is of course good and right and proper, now put your brain in the monolith space. Stop thinking of the government as separate, it’s America, and you’re scared of it. That one little dividing line you erect in your brain that helps you keep the concept of the government separate from the concept of the country is the only thing that keeps you from thinking the country is evil. Erase that line and you’re just like the elites.
And we all do it periodically. Some of us have certain separations we’re good at maintaining but there’s always some we can’t handle. Ever complain about America’s behavior on Black Friday? Ever stop to think that only about 10% of the country actually goes shopping on Black Friday so it’s really not America as a country going all bargain crazy? Really any time you’ve ever complained about our culture as a whole you’re doing the same thing, taking the actions of what’s probably a small chunk of America and casting it as the whole country. I do it and I’ve actually spent time studying this phenomenon so I should know better. But I still have a human brain and it still gravitates to monoliths.