It often appears that other couples are perfect and never have problems. But, the truth is, so many of us do. I have always been a faithful and devoted wife (18 years). I did have some suspicions about DH, though. And last year I discovered those suspicions were right. (Boy, were they right.) So I am done. However, I have met other wives who continue to work on their marriages. Some seem to be successful. The suspicion will always be there, though. I will say a prayer for you!
I don’t suspect my husband of infidelity, fortunately. I’m very sorry about your experience, and I wish you the best!