Again, you think wrong. It's not that you're destroying your own testimony, your behavior and nasty spirit are turning people away from Christ. In addition, despite your being aware of that fact, you are callously unconcerned. When behaviors and actions contradict the Scriptures teachings, the fault lies with the person, not God.
Oh?
Why was I pinged to this thread?
So my Blackness of Spirit and Vileness of Heart could be used to make someone else's self-righteousness look better?