1.) It would appear you are at stage 5 of Dr. Kubler-Ross' 5 stages: acceptance.
2.) It is my understanding that the bill can be repealed by a simple majority of 51; that a filibuster-proof majority is not needed.
Where has the 60 Senate Fillibuster been sense Thursday. SCOTUS ruled Obamacare Mandate is a Tax therefore a 50 vote in the Senate if Roomey wins. VP breaks ties.