[SENTINEL]

There is no solution.

I will stay with her and keep taking it to protect our two year old son.

I will go without and be miserable, and sin out of weakness and desperation.

Then I will die and go to hell.

[Bigg Red]

I will go without and be miserable, and sin out of weakness and desperation.

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Think of your son and of your eternal soul. Please try to get some counseling. If she won’t go, go yourself. You owe it to yourself and to your child.