I know. She said it was a prayerful decision and I certainly know He knows everything and for some reason this was not the time for her, which scares me.
FR, embarrassingly to admit, it my link to life. To NOT have it would simply crush me.
I will go tomorrow and cash in my “bag”.....and give to FR who has always been here for me.
You are right. I do have to move on. I do like Cain, I’m just not ready to give myself to some else....yet.
But my FR.....I’m ALWAYS ready to give myself.