But I lost a little sister to SIDS when she was a week old.
I know it devastated my Mom and Dad..but I have carried it for years too.
The best friend that I didn’t have, the sister to share being a teenager with, to do all the things that sisters do.
Even as an adult, I’ve wondered about how things would have been different if she had lived.
If only ....
Thank you for sharing these emotions. I have siblings I have never met so I can appreciate what you are feeling.