I’m so sorry to hear this, Backhoe.
May you find inner strength and peace from God the Father during this most difficult time.
My condolences.
I don’t know how to express the sadness you must be experiencing........my wife and I celebrate out 27th on June 25........tomorrow, my wife turns 58...her health is sketchy but we live day by day.......both of us are cancer survivors......our prayers to you....stay strong...He gave you many great years to remember!