You summed Zero’s mental state up expertly. I think we all would like to be a “fly on the Oval Office wall” so we could tell all and save our country. There is always one witness to every massacre and eventually someone will expose the truth of what is going on in “our” White House. All Presidents have had leaks unless their are threats so extreme that no one will dare tell the truth even knowing their country is at risk.
I just hope that "fly on the wall" exposes what's going on in the White House while it can do some good, rather than writing a tell-all book when there's little danger of political repercussions.
The closest I've seen to this sort of courage in the Obama regime was displayed by Judd Gregg, when he got on the inside, didn't like what he saw, and backed out of accepting a presidential appointment from Zero.