You are fortunate. Life repays life.
Those who succumbed to the tempter's wiles and became cooperators with this kind of evil, can repent and be cleansed and forgiven, like the singer/songwriter here. But I believe they carry the scars of it nevertheless.
The Lord Jesus, who in His mercy paid the price of sin, still bears the wounds--- think of this! --- even in His glorified, transfigured body, even in Eternity.
When faced with the decision, I chose life. It was the best decision I ever made.
God love you for choosing life. It's impossible to regret that decision! Abortion, although forgivable, is a life-long regret, whereas pregnancy *only* (and I stress ONLY!) lasts nine months, and one can give their baby up -- should they not desire to raise it -- for adoption, to be placed in a loving home, and never have to bear the unbearable guilt associated through the devil's plan of ending the lives of little ones (and wounding their mothers in the process).