I think I’m being sent there.
If you go there, it is of your own accord.
Sent where, to hell, no one knows where they will be sent.
I once had a priest say God sends no one to hell, it is chosen by the person. To try to explain, some people due to their disposition and life led could not be happy in heaven and they would choose something else...I cannot imagine someone like Hillary or the left choosing to go to heaven, they could not gain any power over those that are living there...Some people think they deserve heaven, but Jesus says not necessarily. Even if they cast of demons in his name or help the poor in his name...his words are depart from me you workers of iniquity, I know you not...He writes the invitations not man...
For me personally, I depend on his mercy or I'd be up a creek. Further more we are told to not judge ourselves because only God can know us well enough to do that..
So there are 2 different ways in on answer on the subject. Even some of the catholic church saints had great problems dealing with faith and unbelief...Don't judge yourself so harshly, for even you don't know your worth in God's Eyes..