I don’t drink and know of no tension, rarely think of myself and am forgiving. Skip and laugh if you will, but maybe you should get a day job.
I have a day job; apparently you did not read my posts! I deal with people with anger problems like yours everyday—today it was 92. You must have thought I was joking earlier. So you are not only unforgiving, you are unable to believe what others tell you. This means that your problem is not only anger management but a lack of social skills and probably a lack of self-worth. We are all here to help you out. Think of this as your own forum to help you.