He’s torn between the “woman’s right to choose” propaganda and the reality of what’s happened in his own life. He’s living with a terrible emotional burden the pro-abort lobby refuses to acknowledge, and he’s still insisting on preserving a “woman’s right to choose.” That’s what this sick society has done to this poor man.
Nope, he’s torn by the fact that they killed their baby and it turned out the baby did not have Downs after all.
A lot of people who went this route feel this way, because it helps them to rationalize their decision and make it "OK" when they know deep inside that it is not. They will be inwardly tormented until they repent.
The really horrible thing is that the baby didn't have Downs and didn't have to die. The doctors and those who interpreted the tests have his innocent blood on their hands as well.