Your only objection seems to be that it conflicts with your religious beliefs. You can choose to hold religious beliefs that are contrary to the physical evidence, but you cannot demand that the rest of us do, or that the physical evidence be made to comply.
No, I seriously cannot understand the basis for evolutionary thought. I have considered it, and rejected it outright.
But, I am willing to listen to a reasonable response so I can understand it. Your constant attempts to change the subject will not persuade me of anything.