I hear you, so do I... I can honestly only handle reading and writing about him a little at a time. If I focus too hard on it all I burn out very fast. That won’t stop me from working against him, but it’s odd for me to be that way.
As for the prayers... A lot of mine have been the same way. Just last night I was praying exactly like that... However, I may not pray about this specific subject right before going to sleep as I ended up dreaming about Barack last night (OK, it was more like a nightmare) - I don’t remember much of it - except that at one point he handed me a night light. There must be some symbolism there... Laughing now, but kinda scary at the same time...
OMG...that’s why I avoid looking him like the plague!
The dream is creepy.
It reminds me of the “messianic” mania.
“The way, the truth and the LIGHT”.
{{{{shudder}}}}
May your dreams be free of such things, in the future.
[Stephen King must laughing his butt off right now....”The Walkin’ Dude” may be here]
[let me know if you dream of an elderly, godly black woman living in a cabin in the middle of a corn field]....:)