[LADY J]

"And I do not regret it. I don't lie awake wondering what these foetuses would have grown into or how old they would be now or any of that stuff. For a while afterwards, on the odd occasion, I did. It would have helped, I think, to have been able to speak to someone about it."

It would have helped to speak to someone about it?

Somebody like yourself to assure you that it was just fine to get rid of the 'fetuses' & never have to think about them again?

There will be a day of judgement where you will have that chance to speak.

You don't lie awake thinking about all that stuff??

The very fact that you feel the need to write about it now - after all that time has passed makes me believe that in your soul - you know that these children you carried next to your heart & killed...will never let you get it out of your mind.

[snugs]

She said she would have helped to speak to someone about it but elsewhere in the article she said she was offered counseling so which is it does she want to talk about it or not?