Yep, I’ve got a lot of it saved... It’s very sad to read. He was obviously hurting very badly. I really wish he would’ve availed himself of the help that people were offering to him instead of thinking they were all hypocrites (as he suggests in some of the other posts).
I’m probably going to log off for the night now... Going to spend some time praying before I hit the sack...
“””I really wish he would’ve availed himself of the help that people were offering to him instead of thinking they were all hypocrites (as he suggests in some of the other posts).”””
That’s a key point. He mentions in his writings that many people “reached out” to him in these churches. Even those people on that message board tried to get him to seek help. He wouldn’t go. He seems like someone who would only be happy if everything went his way and would always bite the hand that fed him. Everyone, including his parents, probably gave up on him and he became isolated. He probably did nothing but sit on is puter all day and wallowing in his own self pity over past social wrongs.