I really don't understand you thinking. Do you not understand that this is a discussion forum???? What did I say to the contrary of that. Are you a troll? Are you thirteen? Are you on drugs? I don't understand you one bit? Clearly you are not thinking clearly. I am truly frightened for you. I feel that you may need some help and I pray you get it soon before you do something to yourself. I am saying prayers for you at mass today for sure!!!!!