[Blessed]

I have stage IV cancer that will eventually kill me.But I will trust in my savior and his promises.The great comfort is that your pal satan is incabable of granting your wish.

I will pray that the scales are dropped from your eyes.

[GSlob]

"About this time [1513], there lived in the town of Augsburg a virgin, named Anne, who had arrived at the age of forty years, without eating, drinking, sleeping, or having any natural evacuations! By which it may be known that she was under especial grace of our Lord Jesus Christ - and she had given herself up to a devout contemplation." [Monstrelet chronicles, book 3, chapter 229].
That's what "devout contemplation", aka praying, could do to people - I hope you do not end up with a 40 years long constipation. Do not waste your time praying in my direction - I am an atheist.