Well, hopefully that at least answered the question. Unless the question was not meant to be answered, but existed as a rhetorical attack dog against Christian theology.
And even if this is the case, done think you've wasted your time.
I was an evolution believing atheist for years, and I mocked Christian testimonies such as yours repeatedly.
But one day something clicked, a light went on, and finally it all made sense to me.
And life has never been the same for me since.
Keep the faith and keep letting your little light shine :)