[barker]

The real abstraction here is if this horrid beautiful watery place is better with or without my presence.

To Rob's friend:

Don't you even begin to think that way. It might not be a "call for help" but the seed has been planted and will grow. My husband committed suicide in April. Are we better off without him? Hell no. I will love and miss him untill the day I die as will his sons and daughter.

Get rid of the antidepresents. The wrong ones for you contribute to your depression. Take up a physical activity. Jogging, running, weight lifting, anything.

Get off the selfpity wagon or I may have to kick you off it myself.

That being said I'm sending you a cyber-hug because I know too well what you are going through.

Never, ever be ashamed to pray. Perhaps God is just waiting for you to turn to Him. I will be praying for you everyday.

[SunnyUsa]

...My husband committed suicide in April

Get off the selfpity wagon or I may have to kick you off it myself.

That being said I'm sending you a cyber-hug because I know too well what you are going through.
Never, ever be ashamed to pray. Perhaps God is just waiting for you to turn to Him. I will be praying for you everyday.

Sorry for your recent loss - good advice.

[RobFromGa]

I hope he is honest with his Doctors, I think he is, and they will be able to find the right combination that helps his body to make the adjustments needed.