Then why are we discussing this? Go ahead and convert to Islam. I will never. This makes ME the problem for you and the apologists, and soon to be converted. Go through my posts and name the religion that I adhere to.
It's not what you say under extreme duress that matters, it's what's in your heart.
Suppose they had knives to your childrens throats, you'd proclaim whatever they wanted, even if in your heart you didn't believe it.
OTOH, proclaiming one is a devout Christian doesn't make him/her one if he/she doesn't really believe.