That's because you were discipled by the wrong people. If you had been discipled by the right people you would have seen the truth about the link between women and goodness and Holiness.
But, as I said, that's for another time.
Shalom.
Maybe,
but I would still in my core believe a woman is just as good as a man,
just as linked to God,
just as spiritually valid a teacher.
I won't worship a God who plays favorites.