I can put some of it right here...
I will FREEPMAIL the rest later..
When I got to La Grange I found out something about Kenneth.. the nephew.. I could've broken quite a big story... but if I had.. it would've destroyed the case to help save Mae.. even though it had nothing to do with Mae.... as Kenneth being the one representing Mae's fight..once he is discredited the death goons would have just LOVED THAT!
THEN- I found out something else that would've REALLY rocked some boats and made other people LOOK like they were conspiring and hiding things... the problem was- that I don't think they were hiding anything.. just a freak accident.. but If I had spun it the right way it would've worked in Mae's favor- but would've hurt innocent people to do it..
I was just devastated..... I realized that I am not cut out for "Journalism"
I am not cut-throat enough.. LOL!
I take people's lives seriously... I can't toy with them for personal gain or agenda....
Thanks for the explanation. Sometimes things can be made to look like a conspiracy when in fact they are just coincidences.