I can understand that, then. I hate flying myself but do it every once in a while--you'll be fine. Try to get an aisle seat, if you haven't already.
My son checked my seat assignments for me and I'm not on the aisle on the way over or back unfortunately. I hate flying myself and vowed after 9/11 that I'd never get on a plane again, but I've decided to go overseas to visit Holland where my Dad was born, and then visit Normandy and take a 24 day motorcoach tour of the UK. It's something I always wanted to do but never thought I'd have the money to do it. Now I have the money, and being retired, I have the time. I figured I might as well spend my money on a trip instead of spending it on my kids.