I admit it... I am just terrible at this.... I have yet to recover from the loss of Terri, and I didn't even join the fight until the last 3 months.... Let alone if I had been involved for the years that many were....
Losing Terri, then Mae, I just am not able to demonstrate the strength so many of you do....
I only learned of this today- despite the fact that it has been going on since at least April! And I am still just beyond words.......
Am I just self-serving.... what? I want to win! I WANT TO WIN LIFE! Not because I can mark-up a "W" in my win/loss column.... but because I just can't take what a LOSS means...... I couldn't save my OWN grandma...
this is just tooo hard....
I know he wasn't dehydrated to death..... I just can't seem to take the loss, when I know these very same people would NEVER allow this to be done to someone else....
We so fail those that taught us how to be the best parts of us.......
forgive me.. this just brings back too much for me....
how do you not take each loss so personal?
How..........
"I have yet to recover from the loss of Terri, and I didn't even join the fight until the last 3 months.... Let alone if I had been involved for the years that many were.... ""
Thank you for letting us know about June's Dad. Like you, I was shocked to hear what she was going thru concerning her dad. My prayers are with June and her family.
I doubt if we will *ever* recover from the loss of Terri. Like Floriduh Voter has said - America changed. I agree. America changed when an innocent woman was ordered to die. It was too horrible for words.
God Bless you for all the good work you do. Hope the pain in your neck is short term and goes away soon.
It's always personal. It helps to know you've done everything you could, but it still hurts like hell.