Then why don't you throw yourself off the building now, heck you're going to die eventually, why not just put yourself out of your misery now.
Because I'm not in any misery.
When I am I will certainly go fast and by a cleaner method than defenestration.
Because it really is no big deal
Just a minor transition.
Unless in some little dark corner of your mind is doubt, and a quiet nagging fear that is really is the end.?
So9