Nowhere did you mention prayer or desire for prayer; and I hope you know this is from a sincere heart;
I know God can do anything: nothing is impossible for God:
He does want you to believe in Him: accept Him into your heart and life: and ask him for strength, courage, and thanks for His everlasting mercy and forgiveness for sins:
Ask Him for healing, and to bless you with seeing your children grow up and seeing their childrens children. I pray for God to touch you and bring you healing and peace.
Agree with me for God's word says "... if two of you shall agree on earth as touching anything that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven." Matthew 18:19
This we ask in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ to the glory of God. Amen!
Yes, I did. In the very last sentence of the main "story":
I know I can count on it anyway, but prayers and positive thoughts are greatly appreciated.