My friend, it's clear you hate God. Not sure why. Perhaps you are a disillusioned former Christian, or you've been "burned" by Christians.
The truth is, though, that some day your heart may change and you find yourself loving God for his kindness toward you in light of your sinfulness. That change will affect your thoughts about him and his people, and your cynicism will dissipate.
May that day not be too far off.
My friend, it's clear you hate God.
You have no idea what I believe nor what my emotional relationship is to God, a supreme being, the prime mover, the universe, etc. You have no idea whether I am Hindu, Buddhist, Taoist, Muslim, Christian, Jewish, a Deist, etc. Your statement says more about you than me.