>>I am guilty of one major thing on that list...I tend to pray for the end to wait, because I want to see my kids grow up and have children...and be happy...and not have to experience any more hell than they already have!<<
The one thing that gave me great comfort in reading about the three days of darkness is that my girls will be taken first.
Better they are happy in heaven! I think that God will make them so comforted that they won't even know I am not there yet.
Sure understand the feelings.
Though increasingly these days, I'm ready for the FIRST ELEVATOR UP or whatever substitutes at God's direction.