I am a Christian first and a Catholic second. Being a member of the Roman Catholic Church does not automatically make you a Christian as my own personal testimony will authenticate and validate. Knowing Jesus Christ as your personal savior does and makes you a member of the mystical catholic or "Universal" body of Christ which cuts across denominations and the many various ehtnicities that are in the world
You're not a Catholic at all, if this is what you believe. Embrace your inner protestantism.