I know it will be hard, but just think where she is, and how much rejoicing she's doing! It doesn't compensate for her not being with you, but at least you know where she is and what she's doing! ;o)
Hello,
I have most of the lights on the tree and am going to decorate it with Jan's large collection of beanie babies. She must have had over 100. I put a few on it to see how they would look and it looks neat! She had all colors of bears, angel bears, all kinds of animals, etc. The blue and red birds are the best. I put them back on the inner branches and they look real. Jan wanted to do that one year after she got her collection but we never got around to it. Maybe she can appreciate it this year. My only problem is to not get them too close to all the mini lights. We do not need a tree fire!