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OUT OF MY HEAD: Everything to Live For '04
Carolinian ^ | 09/14/04 | Joe Killian

Posted on 09/15/2004 10:46:48 AM PDT by COURAGE

Carolinian - Opinions
Issue: 9/14/04



OUT OF MY HEAD: Everything to Live For '04

By Joe Killian



I have friends who refused to watch, listen to or even read Bush's speech to the RNC last week -but I just had to see it. I was working that night, so I set my VCR and came home to the tape at around 1 a.m.

It's hard to describe the mixture of nausea and fear that gripped me as I watched this speech. I was offended at the use of the tragedy of 9/11 as political leverage - but, in a strange way, it was almost a relief. The Republicans have finally fully embraced the position they've been hinting at for months: "A vote for Kerry is a vote to dig up 9/11's victims, spit in their hearts and stomp on their brains."

This all turns my stomach - but what scares me is how effective this tact has been. Who would have dreamed that attacking the war record of a Vietnam hero who protested upon his return, trotting out the most moderate members of your party while adopting a right wing platform and all but ignoring the country's economic crisis would actually work? But - here we are, running neck and neck with a little less than two months left to go.

If I were Bill Clinton, I'd take to a hospital bed and recover for a month too.

Of course, the greatest strength of the Bush campaign is the weakness of the Kerry campaign. Yesterday I watched Kerry stumping on C-Span and noticed the dead silence when he came to an obvious laugh line. He can't seem to communicate to the audience when they're supposed to laugh, and though he's trying his damnedest to be charming his every smile looks exhausted, shy and desperate. The consequence: though he's making good arguments, calling the president on his record and presenting his own plan for the country, we're still made to feel as though he's not quite sure of himself, even not quite behind his own campaign.

Bush on the other hand is ignoring the economy, embracing his arrogance, spouting ideological catchphrases without anything to back it all up - but he does it in that charming, rakish frat boy sort of way. You almost want to pinch his cheeks and say, "You scamp! I want to boot your sorry ass out of office for dividing this country, costing us 1,000 lives in Iraq and trying to make us all march lockstep in your parade of Born Again Christians - but you're just so cute!"

I feel this way about our College Republicans sometimes. Even when they say things that disgust me, I can't quite believe they're serious. Recently one of them said to me, when I asked if he hated the moderates dominating the convention: "Well, they may not pass all the acid tests of being a republican, but they all agree on the most important thing: they don't mind the sight of dead Arabs."

This is the kind of awful, racist joke that you can imagine Bush sharing with Cheney as they watch Arnold and Rudy take the stage. But the awful truth is that it isn't a joke - it's the darkest and most awful part of this man reaching out to the darkest, most awful part of America. It's a campaign built on fear and hatred disguised as patriotism and piety - and I'm scared to death it's going to work.

I read recently that more than million people the world over take their lives every year - more than are murdered or killed in wars. The latest World Health Organization figures suggest a suicide takes place every forty seconds, somewhere in the world.

And so it's not hard to imagine that on November 3rd, if the election can be called by then, there might be a sort of grim mass exodus from this sad planet should Bush pull this election out. My generation may be particularly vulnerable to the urge to lay back in a warm bath and open up their veins as chants of "Four More Years" echo horribly from every 24 hour cable news station.

I remember the awful, kee-capped feeling on the day Al Gore finally conceded in 2000. What else could he do? Still - there was a feeling that we'd all, as a generation, had our first turn at bat and struck out. Or, rather, that a bad call had sent us back to the bench for four long years. We couldn't have imagined, then, how badly the game would go - or how much would be at stake when we next stepped to the plate.

But, though I finally have my own bathroom this year, you won't find me dead in my tub on November 3rd, no matter what happens. I'm casting my vote for Kerry, whether or not he makes me go weak at the knees. I'm praying to God, Jesus, the Holy Mother and whoever and whatever else is out there that it goes our way this time. But, if it doesn't, I'm going to stick around until we finally oust these bastards. And I'm going to dance in the street, drink till I'm sick and sleep for three days afterward. The thought alone will be enough to keep me going.





TOPICS: Editorial; Politics/Elections; US: North Carolina
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To: NRA1995

Hey I'll get him/her/it the straight razor .


61 posted on 09/15/2004 3:30:05 PM PDT by Nebr FAL owner (Here's to Abdul seeing the light ,preferably from a 20 megaton nuke up close & personal)
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To: fortunecookie
Thanks for the link to Bush's speech. From it: "And we know that September 11th requires our country to think differently...".

Joe is obviously a September Tenther. Even before the Towers fell I was lieing in bed with my kids watching and crying (I'm a guy?!) and said "this changes everything". It hasn't changed things as much as I thought. (I thought our economy would be devastated rather than slowed). But still, my outlook and mentality has changed.
62 posted on 09/15/2004 4:12:04 PM PDT by geopyg (Peace..................through decisive and ultimate VICTORY. (Democracy, whiskey, sexy))
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To: COURAGE

FReeper - do not ignore this call for help! Somewhere in this great Republic there are Liberals who can't afford razor blades.

No compassionate conservative can possibly turn a cold shoulder to a liberal is such need.

I therefore have a "Modest Proposal" (my apologies to Swift) - we should set up a 'Razor Blades for Libs' fund.


63 posted on 09/15/2004 5:28:54 PM PDT by GladesGuru
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To: COURAGE
And so it's not hard to imagine that on November 3rd, if the election can be called by then, there might be a sort of grim mass exodus from this sad planet should Bush pull this election out. My generation may be particularly vulnerable to the urge to lay back in a warm bath and open up their veins as chants of "Four More Years" echo horribly from every 24 hour cable news station.

Please don't toy with my emotions like that. There's nothing more vile than a tease.

64 posted on 09/20/2004 11:32:08 AM PDT by HIDEK6
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To: HIDEK6

Have we had any "celebrities" making the "If Bush wins I'm moving to Europe" declarations this year? Those are always fun........


65 posted on 09/20/2004 11:38:05 AM PDT by nascarnation
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To: COURAGE
I was offended at the use of the tragedy of 9/11 as political leverage

Who would have dreamed that attacking the war record of a Vietnam hero who protested upon his return

Let's see now....using the tragedy of 9-11 (3000 dead Americans) as political leverage is WRONG, but using the tragedy of the Vietnam War (48,000+ dead Americans) for political leverage is NOT WRONG.

Yup. This logically impaired author must be a loony lib.

66 posted on 09/20/2004 11:38:33 AM PDT by Lizavetta
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To: COURAGE

Two words, Joe.

You lose.


67 posted on 09/20/2004 11:39:45 AM PDT by lawgirl (It's not about Vietnam- it's about John Kerry's lies about Vietnam.)
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To: COURAGE

Purge the gene pool of liberal DNA.


68 posted on 09/20/2004 11:42:58 AM PDT by GraniteStateConservative (...He had committed no crime against America so I did not bring him here...-- Worst.President.Ever.)
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To: murray500

Haven't heard of any, yet. I still laugh out loud any time I see a picture of Alex Baldwin.


69 posted on 09/20/2004 12:02:14 PM PDT by HIDEK6
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To: COURAGE

Please use original titles to prevent duplicates.


70 posted on 09/20/2004 12:12:34 PM PDT by Admin Moderator
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