You say you used to be a Christian, but now are a practicing Muslim. Your understanding of Jesus, however, reveals that you don't know the faith that you converted from.
The Creator refers to Himself in Scripture in the plural. Very strange grammar, but it's right there -- He's at once both a single God (or Godhead), and also a trinity, One Who expresses Himself in three Persons (Father, Son, Holy Spirit).
It's clear that the Creator and Allah are not the same, no matter what some might say. There is really no way to become one of God's beloved Children but through the grace of God, as expressed in the sacrificial gift of Jesus' death on the cross. It's through faith in Christ that you can live a life reconciled with God.
My friend, please re-consider the freedom and purity and love and truth and power and salvation of the faith that you've left.