I too have cried at the loss of a wonderful bird dog. No shame in it.
I wonder what will be said when re-introduced Wolves drag a child away for lunch. These animals are killers and will kill for sport as well as food.
I am amazed at how many FReepers fail to see this as an eco-terrorist problem. Every time a human or domesticated animal is killed by a protected predator, it is a victory for them. At least a few have held coyote hunts.
If you did what was described in this story, seek help.
PS, animals aren't capable of "sport". They do what their instincts tell them to do.