The big question is why don't you deserve to go there? What makes you good? You eat meat causing the death of innocent animals. You have some luxury items yet still haven't taken care of every orphan. Why don't you deserve to go to hell?
Since the orthodox Christian concept of Hell is merely a crude relic of a superstitious age which was created to frighten the ignorant and unsophisticated into obedience to religious authorities, your question of whether I deserve to go there is irrelevant
But I will say this-even the worst tyrants of history- Stalin, Mao, Hitler, etc, didn't torture their victims forever. I don't see how any decent and rational person can reconcile the concept of Hell with the concept that God is good
Now, that's faith.
But I will say this-even the worst tyrants of history- Stalin, Mao, Hitler, etc, didn't torture their victims forever. I don't see how any decent and rational person can reconcile the concept of Hell with the concept that God is good
God is love. Love is a double-edge sword.
My view of Hell is that it's a place where God is not. God gives us a choice to be with Him forever or reject Him completely. To those who reject Him, he says "OK, you win. You don't want me around. Go here. I'm gone for good"
So every God-hater that ever lived ends up in the same place, left to their own devices. And that is Hell.