even when turning life over to Jesus, it seems from people I know who struggled and or lapsed and did take their life, you can’t leave any space for the negative or evil thoughts to come in and linger.
Cast thoughts out, renew mind, help/do for others (helps not to focus on yourself), don’t let some thought make you check out early.
God knows their pains and struggles and who will make which choices, but I still believe we can put up our best fight against self harm.
As others commented, it greatly affects those they left here.
If at first you don’t succeed, try, try again.