“It sucks in light.........”
Anything that sucks in light will appear dark.
I was just reading how black holes radiate Hawking Radiation outward which creates a physics paradox.
Anything that is created must have an opposing force that balances it out. This is a characteristic of wholeness.
Thus, masculine is balanced with feminine, protons are balanced with electrons. In the grand scheme of things, just as God created Life, there is a balancing energy that we call evil that is anti-life. Evil is also a creation of God and exists within God.
Many years ago I had a vision. In the vision, the closer I got to Heaven, the more my body wobbled.
I kept expanding my consciousness away from the Light of Heaven and found myself going through the black hole at the center of the Milky Way Galaxy.
What I saw and experienced was the exact reverse of our Galaxy, spinning in the opposite direction, balancing out our reality. It was a dark universe that balanced our Light universe. When I expanded into it, I became “whole” and stopped wobbling as total peace and calm came over me.
On the opposite side of the black hole, dark matter was expanding and our Light was viewed as evil in that realm. Just as dark energy is perceived as evil in this realm.
I have never fully understood the vision.
No I do not do drugs, legal or otherwise. 😁
Maybe what you are doing is trying to fit obtuse scientific concepts into the vernacular of common societal notions. Giving it common clothes to wear.
But sleep might help also.
Freegards.