It’s “bonkers” if the person considering it is Godless and on their way to hell, that’s for sure. In reality it is no more “bonkers” than believing that whatever it turns out to be are “aliens” also. Sort of like the theory of evolution, which is the best guess that science is able to make at this time leaving God and the things of God totally out of the discussion. So perhaps you can look at it as, Unbelievers think that the theory of evolution is real, and some Christians think that what the world apparently wants people to believe are aliens, they believe they are something to do with the spiritual realm. Maybe everyone is wrong and it is all some sort of natural phenomenon that we simply don’t understand.
Your post reads as if it written in an asylum.
I’ve spoken with crackheads who made more sense.